Longing, we say, because desire is full
of endless distances.”

07 April 2009

“Under the philosophy that now seems to guide our destinies, nothing must get in the way of the man with the spray gun.”



field trip to the landfill. inspiring, the effort theyre making to make it better. the dogs didnt eat the kittens. the stillborn from the morning is still wrapped like a burrito on the bookshelf. i suppose i should go out in the snow and bury it next to the eggs. four other sleek squirming otter headed babies in a laundry basket in #4's room. the mother is startlingly affectionate. her ordeal seems to have softened her, motherhood has made her tame. two pure black, one tuxedo and one remarkable tortoise shell. blessed be. they are so magical and sweet.

“Those who dwell among the beauties and mysteries of the earth are never alone or weary of life.”



snow. just a dusting, and the air is clean and when it blows we remember november. but this wind blows change and the green shoots are not afraid. the little body wrapped in a blue bandana goes under the blackberry brambles.

“In an age when man has forgotten his origins and is blind even to his most essential needs for survival, water along with other resources has become the victim of his indifference”



ive been inside, away. the wave comes over me and i disappear for awhile. im grateful for the meds and sleep and something to do with my days.


28 of 365:

1. kittens
2. environmental consciousness
3. crossword puzzles
4. baking soda and vinegar
5. books
6. a thermos of coffee
7. my inhaler
8. music
9. blue heelers

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Blessed Be.

"And if the question were asked: What is more real, the mundane or the sublime? most would hesitate before they gave an answer. On the one side, details: say, the aftermath of a breakfast, dirty chipped plates in the sink, their rims encrusted with egg yolk. Against this, the unnameable: small aching heart with boasts, what can you know? Outside the cage of everything we ever heard or saw, beyond, outside, above, there lies the real, hiding as long as we shall live, there stretch and trail the millions of names of God burning across the eons. When all through this our end will come before we even know the names of us.

For many the egg yolk prevails." -L.M.

"Love many things, for therein lies the true strength, and whosoever loves much performs much, and can accomplish much, and what is done in love is done well."
-V.V.G.

"The perfection of the Absolute where all Becoming stops and pure Being, immutable, timeless, unchanging, hangs forever like a ripe peach upon the bough." -E.A.

"...and the whole incident was incredibly frazzling and angst-rod and filled almost a whole mead notebook and is here recounted in only its barest psycho-skeletal outline." -D.F.W.

"At the top of the mountain, we are all snow leopards." -H.S.T.

"Only when we are no longer afraid do we begin to live." -D.T.
"Cometh a voice: My children, hear; From the crowded street and the close-packed mart I call you back with my message clear, back to my lap and my loving heart. Long have ye left me, journeying on by range and river and grassy plain, to the teeming towns where the rest have gone - come back, come back to my arms again. So shall ye lose the foolish needs that gnaw your souls; and my touch shall serve to heal the fretted nerve. Treading the turf that ye once loved well, instead of the stones of the city's street, ye shall hear nor din nor drunken yell, but the wind that croons in the ripening wheat. I that am old have seen long since ruin of palaces made with hands for the soldier-king and the priest and prince whose cities crumble in desert sands. But still the furrow in many a clime yields softly under the ploughman's feet; still there is seeding and harvest time, and the wind still croons in the ripening wheat. The works of man are but little worth; for a time they stand, for a space endure; but turn once more to your mother - Earth, my gifts are gracious, my works are sure. Instead of the strife and pain I give you peace, with its blessing sweet. Come back, come back to my arms again, for the wind still croons in the ripening wheat."
-John Sandes, The Earth-Mother (excerpt, 1918)