Longing, we say, because desire is full
of endless distances.”

06 April 2009

“Find your place on the planet. Dig in, and take responsibility from there.”



monday morning rain. up and at 'em head up and ready to go. #4 and i admiring one anothers bags and circles, badges of a wild weekend. after dinner i offer tips on perfecting the armpit fart effect. i correct the math longhand. i leave the dishes and the laundry for tomorrow. he wants to travel deeper into the once and future king. theyre predicting snow. im feeling jagged and fragmented. a blind mosaic.


“This has been a most wonderful evening. Gertrude has said things tonight it will take her 10 years to understand.”




the greencellar seedlings emerge. an incomplete list: holy basil, four types of tomato, bolivian carrot pepper, orange bell, nasturtium, parsley, hollyhock (for next year), broccoli, collards. lovely. with the snow coming im glad i didnt rake off the pea seeds entirely. but the outdoor seeds havent shown their stuff yet.

“Every one of us is sort of a figment of our own imaginations.”



mama cat enlarging, monopolizing the cat dish. the others defer. at one point i found her with her face in the wet suppy, holding the old cat at bay with a paw on her throat. the banana box is prepared.


“If you can't get out of something, get into it.”




the day was cool and damp, a gentle maritime quality i love. the feeback on this weekends fete was glowing. i comfort myself with yukon gold mashed potatoes and mint chip ice cream. well read a few chapters and early to bed. hopefully by the end of the week ill be able to think in complete sentences. blessed be.

1 comment:

  1. I love your beautiful, witchy poetry...it makes my heart skip a beat.

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Blessed Be.

"And if the question were asked: What is more real, the mundane or the sublime? most would hesitate before they gave an answer. On the one side, details: say, the aftermath of a breakfast, dirty chipped plates in the sink, their rims encrusted with egg yolk. Against this, the unnameable: small aching heart with boasts, what can you know? Outside the cage of everything we ever heard or saw, beyond, outside, above, there lies the real, hiding as long as we shall live, there stretch and trail the millions of names of God burning across the eons. When all through this our end will come before we even know the names of us.

For many the egg yolk prevails." -L.M.

"Love many things, for therein lies the true strength, and whosoever loves much performs much, and can accomplish much, and what is done in love is done well."
-V.V.G.

"The perfection of the Absolute where all Becoming stops and pure Being, immutable, timeless, unchanging, hangs forever like a ripe peach upon the bough." -E.A.

"...and the whole incident was incredibly frazzling and angst-rod and filled almost a whole mead notebook and is here recounted in only its barest psycho-skeletal outline." -D.F.W.

"At the top of the mountain, we are all snow leopards." -H.S.T.

"Only when we are no longer afraid do we begin to live." -D.T.
"Cometh a voice: My children, hear; From the crowded street and the close-packed mart I call you back with my message clear, back to my lap and my loving heart. Long have ye left me, journeying on by range and river and grassy plain, to the teeming towns where the rest have gone - come back, come back to my arms again. So shall ye lose the foolish needs that gnaw your souls; and my touch shall serve to heal the fretted nerve. Treading the turf that ye once loved well, instead of the stones of the city's street, ye shall hear nor din nor drunken yell, but the wind that croons in the ripening wheat. I that am old have seen long since ruin of palaces made with hands for the soldier-king and the priest and prince whose cities crumble in desert sands. But still the furrow in many a clime yields softly under the ploughman's feet; still there is seeding and harvest time, and the wind still croons in the ripening wheat. The works of man are but little worth; for a time they stand, for a space endure; but turn once more to your mother - Earth, my gifts are gracious, my works are sure. Instead of the strife and pain I give you peace, with its blessing sweet. Come back, come back to my arms again, for the wind still croons in the ripening wheat."
-John Sandes, The Earth-Mother (excerpt, 1918)