Longing, we say, because desire is full
of endless distances.”

14 April 2008


J.K. Commandment #21: Struggle to sketch the flow that already exists intact in mind.
"Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?" Cold morning spring sun breathing in day lily jacobs ladder bleeding heart having slept soundlessly under snow now somehow green and feathered in hope for flowers flame rose snow colored. i have cake for breakfast and my nose runs. the apple whips acquaint themselves with the earth the dogs jockey the cat sleeps on the wheelbarrow in the morning sun. the seedlings wend their way toward tomatoes daisies black bell peppers everything gets the mandate theyre all connected in the matrix the energy moves through each and back around a rising spiral cone of energy that softly explodes into tomato daisy pepper lily ladder bleeding heart wholeness that we are a part of if we open our crossroad to traffic of light life force monday with its infinite possibilities i resolve to walk in wonder live in light believe in beauty of my time here and now and now and now emerging from slumber death of long nuclear family winter my shining green tendrils filled with the magick of galaxies unfurling fiddlehead finger frond light on the water already ive smelled the leaf mould and the ozone and baking bread melted chocolate my lover orange peel books hot coffee frankincense held a child newly born seen the seed of spring begin split and rise and tasted of a wind that sings that i should wait and see.

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Blessed Be.

"And if the question were asked: What is more real, the mundane or the sublime? most would hesitate before they gave an answer. On the one side, details: say, the aftermath of a breakfast, dirty chipped plates in the sink, their rims encrusted with egg yolk. Against this, the unnameable: small aching heart with boasts, what can you know? Outside the cage of everything we ever heard or saw, beyond, outside, above, there lies the real, hiding as long as we shall live, there stretch and trail the millions of names of God burning across the eons. When all through this our end will come before we even know the names of us.

For many the egg yolk prevails." -L.M.

"Love many things, for therein lies the true strength, and whosoever loves much performs much, and can accomplish much, and what is done in love is done well."
-V.V.G.

"The perfection of the Absolute where all Becoming stops and pure Being, immutable, timeless, unchanging, hangs forever like a ripe peach upon the bough." -E.A.

"...and the whole incident was incredibly frazzling and angst-rod and filled almost a whole mead notebook and is here recounted in only its barest psycho-skeletal outline." -D.F.W.

"At the top of the mountain, we are all snow leopards." -H.S.T.

"Only when we are no longer afraid do we begin to live." -D.T.
"Cometh a voice: My children, hear; From the crowded street and the close-packed mart I call you back with my message clear, back to my lap and my loving heart. Long have ye left me, journeying on by range and river and grassy plain, to the teeming towns where the rest have gone - come back, come back to my arms again. So shall ye lose the foolish needs that gnaw your souls; and my touch shall serve to heal the fretted nerve. Treading the turf that ye once loved well, instead of the stones of the city's street, ye shall hear nor din nor drunken yell, but the wind that croons in the ripening wheat. I that am old have seen long since ruin of palaces made with hands for the soldier-king and the priest and prince whose cities crumble in desert sands. But still the furrow in many a clime yields softly under the ploughman's feet; still there is seeding and harvest time, and the wind still croons in the ripening wheat. The works of man are but little worth; for a time they stand, for a space endure; but turn once more to your mother - Earth, my gifts are gracious, my works are sure. Instead of the strife and pain I give you peace, with its blessing sweet. Come back, come back to my arms again, for the wind still croons in the ripening wheat."
-John Sandes, The Earth-Mother (excerpt, 1918)