“Longing, we say, because desire is full
of endless distances.”

11 April 2008


J.K. Commandment #18: Work from pithy middle eye out swimming in language sea.
"In April the ponds open like black blossoms, the moon swims in every one; there's fire everywhere: frogs shouting their desire, their satisfaction. What we know: that time chops at us all like an iron hoe." Warm april rain lilac opening forsythia opening contemplating a walk in the cool damp to see the stirring of roadside galaxy rain on my cheeks the smell rising from loam creekbed spruce tree a good bread with salt and seeds the animal pleasure of fruit of quiet breathing im making space for change winters sleep is a dust on the dresser i write our names spring fills the channel with snowmelt cloudwater kitchen candle tutelary spirit so much work to do i try and tell them but they have to learn on their own. this lesson is mine also. let go. a tree that does not release the last years leaves will not be blessed with new ones in the spring. let go. open the hand in a gesture of peace and generosity. turtle stones and roses by the sewing machine spending the day in the dim quiet knitting one stitch after another into the turn of the seasons, breathing.

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"And if the question were asked: What is more real, the mundane or the sublime? most would hesitate before they gave an answer. On the one side, details: say, the aftermath of a breakfast, dirty chipped plates in the sink, their rims encrusted with egg yolk. Against this, the unnameable: small aching heart with boasts, what can you know? Outside the cage of everything we ever heard or saw, beyond, outside, above, there lies the real, hiding as long as we shall live, there stretch and trail the millions of names of God burning across the eons. When all through this our end will come before we even know the names of us.

For many the egg yolk prevails." -L.M.

"Love many things, for therein lies the true strength, and whosoever loves much performs much, and can accomplish much, and what is done in love is done well." -V.V.G.

"The perfection of the Absolute where all Becoming stops and pure Being, immutable, timeless, unchanging, hangs forever like a ripe peach upon the bough." -E.A.

"...and the whole incident was incredibly frazzling and angst-rod and filled almost a whole mead notebook and is here recounted in only its barest psycho-skeletal outline." -D.F.W.

"At the top of the mountain, we are all snow leopards." -H.S.T.

"Only when we are no longer afraid do we begin to live." -D.T.
"Cometh a voice: My children, hear; From the crowded street and the close-packed mart I call you back with my message clear, back to my lap and my loving heart. Long have ye left me, journeying on by range and river and grassy plain, to the teeming towns where the rest have gone - come back, come back to my arms again. So shall ye lose the foolish needs that gnaw your souls; and my touch shall serve to heal the fretted nerve. Treading the turf that ye once loved well, instead of the stones of the city's street, ye shall hear nor din nor drunken yell, but the wind that croons in the ripening wheat. I that am old have seen long since ruin of palaces made with hands for the soldier-king and the priest and prince whose cities crumble in desert sands. But still the furrow in many a clime yields softly under the ploughman's feet; still there is seeding and harvest time, and the wind still croons in the ripening wheat. The works of man are but little worth; for a time they stand, for a space endure; but turn once more to your mother - Earth, my gifts are gracious, my works are sure. Instead of the strife and pain I give you peace, with its blessing sweet. Come back, come back to my arms again, for the wind still croons in the ripening wheat."
-John Sandes, The Earth-Mother (excerpt, 1918)