Longing, we say, because desire is full
of endless distances.”

23 September 2009


space.  blank.  breathe.  sunlight.  moon.  small spirit sleeping on the stair.  the term is reconing.  reckoning.  koning or konig honig honey king.  queen bee and the honeysuckers.  people immediately think in terms of tshirts and bandnames.  beautiful light.



my inability to manage cosmetics.  im an unpracticed hand at the magazine mask.  that marge piercy poem about trotting past makeup counter ladies like a raccoon through an airport.   im dessicating and see the grasp of colored unguents as proof of oncoming age.  i didnt think myself such an easy mark. but  its just as much an act of playtime as is anything else i do.  the woman said snacks, naps and play, thats all there is.



we were supposed to go up the hill this year but the cowboys not up for it.  sat knitting between flares and later thigh to thigh with a wandering boy nipping bourbon and smoking my first cigarette in ten years.  made me feel half my age.  fireworks over the water and the man came down to the beach buoyant.  "i went to see the indians," he beamed.   



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"And if the question were asked: What is more real, the mundane or the sublime? most would hesitate before they gave an answer. On the one side, details: say, the aftermath of a breakfast, dirty chipped plates in the sink, their rims encrusted with egg yolk. Against this, the unnameable: small aching heart with boasts, what can you know? Outside the cage of everything we ever heard or saw, beyond, outside, above, there lies the real, hiding as long as we shall live, there stretch and trail the millions of names of God burning across the eons. When all through this our end will come before we even know the names of us.

For many the egg yolk prevails." -L.M.

"Love many things, for therein lies the true strength, and whosoever loves much performs much, and can accomplish much, and what is done in love is done well."
-V.V.G.

"The perfection of the Absolute where all Becoming stops and pure Being, immutable, timeless, unchanging, hangs forever like a ripe peach upon the bough." -E.A.

"...and the whole incident was incredibly frazzling and angst-rod and filled almost a whole mead notebook and is here recounted in only its barest psycho-skeletal outline." -D.F.W.

"At the top of the mountain, we are all snow leopards." -H.S.T.

"Only when we are no longer afraid do we begin to live." -D.T.
"Cometh a voice: My children, hear; From the crowded street and the close-packed mart I call you back with my message clear, back to my lap and my loving heart. Long have ye left me, journeying on by range and river and grassy plain, to the teeming towns where the rest have gone - come back, come back to my arms again. So shall ye lose the foolish needs that gnaw your souls; and my touch shall serve to heal the fretted nerve. Treading the turf that ye once loved well, instead of the stones of the city's street, ye shall hear nor din nor drunken yell, but the wind that croons in the ripening wheat. I that am old have seen long since ruin of palaces made with hands for the soldier-king and the priest and prince whose cities crumble in desert sands. But still the furrow in many a clime yields softly under the ploughman's feet; still there is seeding and harvest time, and the wind still croons in the ripening wheat. The works of man are but little worth; for a time they stand, for a space endure; but turn once more to your mother - Earth, my gifts are gracious, my works are sure. Instead of the strife and pain I give you peace, with its blessing sweet. Come back, come back to my arms again, for the wind still croons in the ripening wheat."
-John Sandes, The Earth-Mother (excerpt, 1918)