Longing, we say, because desire is full
of endless distances.”

13 July 2009

"Sometimes she would take breadcrumbs or seeds out to the birdfeeder tray and wait for the jays, standing quiet as a tree, or she would pull weeds in the garden; but on some days she would simply vanish, walk off by herself into the forest...she was either ten thousand years behind the rest or fifty years ahead of them."



immunity. possession. sabotage. always wrestling the angel. the light gets brighter, stronger, but its easier to see by. the scene shifts. dark crystal, mirrormask, harry potter for heavens sake. im the prophet the sponsor the buddha, dead on the road.



getting your fix scratching your itch your cozy hole they dug you.



love and forgive them, bless them and walk out of the grim skin they grafted you. you are love and you are free and your life is a gift and you deny it on the doorstep fruit rots in a box. my garden grows in rows she said, her hands a chute. i see you on the other side, there is less and less of you to see. dont be afraid. dont be afraid. who are you believing? dont believe me im a traveller just like you. but do you believe the one that has no reflection, gives off no light?



but its your life, or not. im up ahead, in a shower of sunlight, and its alright. come see.

1 comment:

  1. what a beautiful and rich blog you have
    such inspiring words and images
    thank you...

    xox - eb.

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Blessed Be.

"And if the question were asked: What is more real, the mundane or the sublime? most would hesitate before they gave an answer. On the one side, details: say, the aftermath of a breakfast, dirty chipped plates in the sink, their rims encrusted with egg yolk. Against this, the unnameable: small aching heart with boasts, what can you know? Outside the cage of everything we ever heard or saw, beyond, outside, above, there lies the real, hiding as long as we shall live, there stretch and trail the millions of names of God burning across the eons. When all through this our end will come before we even know the names of us.

For many the egg yolk prevails." -L.M.

"Love many things, for therein lies the true strength, and whosoever loves much performs much, and can accomplish much, and what is done in love is done well."
-V.V.G.

"The perfection of the Absolute where all Becoming stops and pure Being, immutable, timeless, unchanging, hangs forever like a ripe peach upon the bough." -E.A.

"...and the whole incident was incredibly frazzling and angst-rod and filled almost a whole mead notebook and is here recounted in only its barest psycho-skeletal outline." -D.F.W.

"At the top of the mountain, we are all snow leopards." -H.S.T.

"Only when we are no longer afraid do we begin to live." -D.T.
"Cometh a voice: My children, hear; From the crowded street and the close-packed mart I call you back with my message clear, back to my lap and my loving heart. Long have ye left me, journeying on by range and river and grassy plain, to the teeming towns where the rest have gone - come back, come back to my arms again. So shall ye lose the foolish needs that gnaw your souls; and my touch shall serve to heal the fretted nerve. Treading the turf that ye once loved well, instead of the stones of the city's street, ye shall hear nor din nor drunken yell, but the wind that croons in the ripening wheat. I that am old have seen long since ruin of palaces made with hands for the soldier-king and the priest and prince whose cities crumble in desert sands. But still the furrow in many a clime yields softly under the ploughman's feet; still there is seeding and harvest time, and the wind still croons in the ripening wheat. The works of man are but little worth; for a time they stand, for a space endure; but turn once more to your mother - Earth, my gifts are gracious, my works are sure. Instead of the strife and pain I give you peace, with its blessing sweet. Come back, come back to my arms again, for the wind still croons in the ripening wheat."
-John Sandes, The Earth-Mother (excerpt, 1918)