Longing, we say, because desire is full
of endless distances.”

15 October 2008




Bright Idea # 93: Mercury Goes Direct.

"To Ceres do obeisance, one and all;/And for her pleasure thou mix honeycombs/With milk and the ripe wine-god; thrice for luck/Around the young corn let the victim go,/And all the choir, a joyful company,/Attend it, and with shouts bid Ceres come/To be their house-mate; and let no man dare/Put sickle to the ripened ears until,/With woven oak his temples chapleted,/He foot the rugged dance and chant the lay." Woke early early in a moonbeam setting moon sent through the window to sleep in steep in no dream just deep sleep and waking coffee a walk chores and baking then reading outside mag in its entirety which is such luxury everyones home and away and home again around the round table for supper and were all feeling better somehow the pressure off somehow and i didnt even go to the PO. tomorrow i wander farther afield to play catch-up on provisions the ripples growing out from the center the day after and the day after that, culminating in a turn of the tumblers upping the number by one and were feeding birds and eating mexican. a celebration of the day my memory was washed clean by the blood of my mother and i took my first breath as Loves latest incarnation, pure as melted ice and open as the sky. thirty-six years later strafed and crickered by karma and blindness im here, creek water thick with cold and ice sharp along the edges, reflecting the sky.
"And if the question were asked: What is more real, the mundane or the sublime? most would hesitate before they gave an answer. On the one side, details: say, the aftermath of a breakfast, dirty chipped plates in the sink, their rims encrusted with egg yolk. Against this, the unnameable: small aching heart with boasts, what can you know? Outside the cage of everything we ever heard or saw, beyond, outside, above, there lies the real, hiding as long as we shall live, there stretch and trail the millions of names of God burning across the eons. When all through this our end will come before we even know the names of us.

For many the egg yolk prevails." -L.M.

"Love many things, for therein lies the true strength, and whosoever loves much performs much, and can accomplish much, and what is done in love is done well."
-V.V.G.

"The perfection of the Absolute where all Becoming stops and pure Being, immutable, timeless, unchanging, hangs forever like a ripe peach upon the bough." -E.A.

"...and the whole incident was incredibly frazzling and angst-rod and filled almost a whole mead notebook and is here recounted in only its barest psycho-skeletal outline." -D.F.W.

"At the top of the mountain, we are all snow leopards." -H.S.T.

"Only when we are no longer afraid do we begin to live." -D.T.
"Cometh a voice: My children, hear; From the crowded street and the close-packed mart I call you back with my message clear, back to my lap and my loving heart. Long have ye left me, journeying on by range and river and grassy plain, to the teeming towns where the rest have gone - come back, come back to my arms again. So shall ye lose the foolish needs that gnaw your souls; and my touch shall serve to heal the fretted nerve. Treading the turf that ye once loved well, instead of the stones of the city's street, ye shall hear nor din nor drunken yell, but the wind that croons in the ripening wheat. I that am old have seen long since ruin of palaces made with hands for the soldier-king and the priest and prince whose cities crumble in desert sands. But still the furrow in many a clime yields softly under the ploughman's feet; still there is seeding and harvest time, and the wind still croons in the ripening wheat. The works of man are but little worth; for a time they stand, for a space endure; but turn once more to your mother - Earth, my gifts are gracious, my works are sure. Instead of the strife and pain I give you peace, with its blessing sweet. Come back, come back to my arms again, for the wind still croons in the ripening wheat."
-John Sandes, The Earth-Mother (excerpt, 1918)