“Longing, we say, because desire is full
of endless distances.”

19 May 2008


Bright Idea #21: Be Kind.
"When despair for the world grows in me...I come into the peace of wild things...I rest in the grace of the world, and am free." In moments of social despair i retreat into damp quiet surrounded by an electric fence of hostility. i am not myself. i judge and am poorly judged in return. unwell unrest unsettled the lonesome wandering feeling i get with wet windy weather the ghost road calls hither green and ocean yon watched the sky cover over a cold may gives these women the blues noisy rubber shoes and sweaters drug reluctantly from under the bed. but sitting there picking at her books and her movies i felt malignant felt the vibe hang over my ears like a dead squid and i of all people judging and jousting and none of it was necessary truthful or kind. she brought me chocolates and i wondered at how we were played told her my biological clock had been thrown out the window run over by a rubbish truck and ill be glad to hold a baby but happy now to give her back. even now with ghost baby hung like unworn wedding dress on back porch rail the magpies scavenging ribbon and pearls. everything aches. but were all here together and theres sweet fine ale in a glass with angels on it a long cold night to sleep through in a white bed in a wide world.
"And if the question were asked: What is more real, the mundane or the sublime? most would hesitate before they gave an answer. On the one side, details: say, the aftermath of a breakfast, dirty chipped plates in the sink, their rims encrusted with egg yolk. Against this, the unnameable: small aching heart with boasts, what can you know? Outside the cage of everything we ever heard or saw, beyond, outside, above, there lies the real, hiding as long as we shall live, there stretch and trail the millions of names of God burning across the eons. When all through this our end will come before we even know the names of us.

For many the egg yolk prevails." -L.M.

"Love many things, for therein lies the true strength, and whosoever loves much performs much, and can accomplish much, and what is done in love is done well." -V.V.G.

"The perfection of the Absolute where all Becoming stops and pure Being, immutable, timeless, unchanging, hangs forever like a ripe peach upon the bough." -E.A.

"...and the whole incident was incredibly frazzling and angst-rod and filled almost a whole mead notebook and is here recounted in only its barest psycho-skeletal outline." -D.F.W.

"At the top of the mountain, we are all snow leopards." -H.S.T.

"Only when we are no longer afraid do we begin to live." -D.T.
"Cometh a voice: My children, hear; From the crowded street and the close-packed mart I call you back with my message clear, back to my lap and my loving heart. Long have ye left me, journeying on by range and river and grassy plain, to the teeming towns where the rest have gone - come back, come back to my arms again. So shall ye lose the foolish needs that gnaw your souls; and my touch shall serve to heal the fretted nerve. Treading the turf that ye once loved well, instead of the stones of the city's street, ye shall hear nor din nor drunken yell, but the wind that croons in the ripening wheat. I that am old have seen long since ruin of palaces made with hands for the soldier-king and the priest and prince whose cities crumble in desert sands. But still the furrow in many a clime yields softly under the ploughman's feet; still there is seeding and harvest time, and the wind still croons in the ripening wheat. The works of man are but little worth; for a time they stand, for a space endure; but turn once more to your mother - Earth, my gifts are gracious, my works are sure. Instead of the strife and pain I give you peace, with its blessing sweet. Come back, come back to my arms again, for the wind still croons in the ripening wheat."
-John Sandes, The Earth-Mother (excerpt, 1918)