Longing, we say, because desire is full
of endless distances.”

21 April 2008


J.K. Commandment #28: Composing wild, undisciplined, pure, coming in from under, crazier the better.
"It's the return of all desire that enters toward all life embracing itself from afar..." A day in leave the book by the door i go out with you open hearted empty handed we are both wondering what to do think say learning the waltz of it learning to understand understanding understood. Tentative. hot bright day all things budding blooming the white tree in front of the schoolhouse the magnolia on the farm all send out hymn of scent and blossom the trumpet man from germany took my hand and said they are like brides apple trees in neighbors orchard pointed out with fuzzy buds even the whips in our backyard are budding out in lamby green the instinct of everything to live to turn toward the sun to grow the sunflower seed snaps open like a mouth and unfurls the succulent green tongue of its seedling soul the seed a cage that falls from rising head and falls the tshirt said biodegradable. i am biodegradable not pumped with deathless draught dressed in sunday best and shelved with atomic half-life in a petrochemical shell hermetically sealed seed that never opens to give its gift of energy gone back to Everything to feed the echo of the Beginning. Make me a birch tree apple whip dust that sticks in your beard the true taste of me on your lips make me light on the water bony gruel for fish fern foxglove seedling in the secret garden of your heart.

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"And if the question were asked: What is more real, the mundane or the sublime? most would hesitate before they gave an answer. On the one side, details: say, the aftermath of a breakfast, dirty chipped plates in the sink, their rims encrusted with egg yolk. Against this, the unnameable: small aching heart with boasts, what can you know? Outside the cage of everything we ever heard or saw, beyond, outside, above, there lies the real, hiding as long as we shall live, there stretch and trail the millions of names of God burning across the eons. When all through this our end will come before we even know the names of us.

For many the egg yolk prevails." -L.M.

"Love many things, for therein lies the true strength, and whosoever loves much performs much, and can accomplish much, and what is done in love is done well."
-V.V.G.

"The perfection of the Absolute where all Becoming stops and pure Being, immutable, timeless, unchanging, hangs forever like a ripe peach upon the bough." -E.A.

"...and the whole incident was incredibly frazzling and angst-rod and filled almost a whole mead notebook and is here recounted in only its barest psycho-skeletal outline." -D.F.W.

"At the top of the mountain, we are all snow leopards." -H.S.T.

"Only when we are no longer afraid do we begin to live." -D.T.
"Cometh a voice: My children, hear; From the crowded street and the close-packed mart I call you back with my message clear, back to my lap and my loving heart. Long have ye left me, journeying on by range and river and grassy plain, to the teeming towns where the rest have gone - come back, come back to my arms again. So shall ye lose the foolish needs that gnaw your souls; and my touch shall serve to heal the fretted nerve. Treading the turf that ye once loved well, instead of the stones of the city's street, ye shall hear nor din nor drunken yell, but the wind that croons in the ripening wheat. I that am old have seen long since ruin of palaces made with hands for the soldier-king and the priest and prince whose cities crumble in desert sands. But still the furrow in many a clime yields softly under the ploughman's feet; still there is seeding and harvest time, and the wind still croons in the ripening wheat. The works of man are but little worth; for a time they stand, for a space endure; but turn once more to your mother - Earth, my gifts are gracious, my works are sure. Instead of the strife and pain I give you peace, with its blessing sweet. Come back, come back to my arms again, for the wind still croons in the ripening wheat."
-John Sandes, The Earth-Mother (excerpt, 1918)